i love you more
than i hate myself
than i hate the looks
of my broken self

i love you more
than i hate the others
and even more than
being hated by mothers

i love you more
than i hate my sleep
'cause it's got so hard
that it's never deep

and i love you more
than i hate to leave
but i love you more
please do believe
from now to before
thats my one relief